This gonna b my last post

Todae in class..when i nid a grp for my proj..no1 helps..when my tcher ask other grps to include mi..even a grp tat has my fren in..he rejected it too..i was very sad..abt to cry at tat moment but i hold back e tears..

A friendship tat only last 5 months..its e shortest friendship in my life..he jus break e record.

He destroy his promise when he say that he will try to stop others frm bullying mi last time.he destroy our friendship tat i cherish as much as other friendships i had w my other frens..Sometimes..his frens bully mi..n i hav jus tolerated it for these few mths..but todae..he destroy it himself..i try my best to cherish this friendship but in end he still destroy it..perhaps e start of tis friendship is jus a trap..a trap for mi to get hurt..perhaps everything was just his plan..tis person gonna b e first in my hate list 4eva!He destroyed everything xcept mi..cuz e old vera..tat weak vera..shes dead..bet when he reads tis post..he wont feel sad..cuz he himself destroy it..anyway whether he read or dont..its not important..

This gonna b my last post..whoever frens who nid my new link ask mi

todae we noe our test marks..i get 100..avg get 100 too..yet im nt feeling happy at all.i was so envious when i saw suhila feeling so happy when she get her paper.All my feelings seems gone except unhappiness.Someone ask if i hav cheat in test..n tat add on to my unhappiness

after sch..originally  meeting soojuen..in e end..she pangseh mi.before going to e library..someone whom i dunno irritate mi.when will god notice mi? Notice all tat nonsense in my life..i jus wana live a simple n happy life.had noone to depend on rite now..jus had to depend on myself.

Am i really happy?

你不是真正的快乐–五月天

am i really happy?

Sometimes..i smile..i laughed but am i really happy?i noe im nt..sometime i wana cry yet i wan b strong.so i hold back my tears.i listen to yiru advice n make myself busy in order nt to b sad anymore.Its seems to work..but all humans hav feelings..sometimes..i cant control my feelings too..i will try my best to control my feelings frm now on..wont drop a tear again.

my panda eyes r getting worse..sore throat dont seems to recover too after such a long period of time.im damn tired now..keep practicing maths tutorials 1-3 again n again for more than 5hrs ytd nite.in end slp only 4hrs+..had to take a short nap later..

todae had maths test..it was easy.had check thoroughly in case i have made any mistakes.hav confidence i can get full marks tis time.hope to get full marks for e rest of e tutorials,assigments,tests n exams..

after sch todae..go get new specs..oo..great!finally..cuz wearing tat spoiled specs really feel weird.

Now im too tired to do anything..gotta zzzzzzzzzz..bye

first dae of e wk at sch..first time make my maths tcher angry..cuz i listen to mp3 of my hp in class..SORRY!Now..i seems to cant live without music..even study i oso nid listen to music to make mi feel relaxed.i promise i wont listen to music anymore in class le.Dun wan to leave a bad impression for my eng maths tcher..todae we noe our assignment marks..did quite well..gotta maintain tis kind of results for e rest of e assignments,tutorials,tests n exams.Vera JIA YOU!tmr gt maths test..later on gotta do all e tutorials again,again n AGAIN!Mus do until can recite all e qns,steps n ans * JUS Kidding*..Mus noe how to do all e qns..and make sure i didnt make any careless mistakes(tats e most important thing).

Afternoon lesson..CPA practical lesson.do exp 4..havent finish.cont tmr.As for project lesson..Vijay nvr come so Ralph say we can go hme too.Mr Koh say y we always didnt do our project?simply dunno how to ans his qn.im trying to do a bit of e report later.

After sch..take bus down to eye hub to buy new specs..they say they will rush n get my specs done 4 mi by tmr.so tmr after sch..hav to go n take le..jus have to bear for 1 more day.tmr gt test..e optician there had tape my spoiled specs for mi..may god bless tat it wont drop again.so be prepared to c my new specs on wed..e opticians say its nice..only mum say tat it looks like e colour of shit.lol..suan mi.

tok till here lerhz..bye

spoiled specs spoil my dae!arghh!

Monday..n its one of e worst monday i had too!

cuz last nite i break my specs..now wearing e spoiled specs..feel xtremely weird.later i guess others wont notice it..cuz i fixed it back like a jigsaw puzzle =.=” but it gonna drop off anytime cuz it has dropped last nite…worst thing will b if it dropped off when im crossing e road.guess i had to b more careful le.may god bless mi.mayb i will try ask mr ong to postpone e maths test on tues too..cuz cant c well without those specs..damn….tonite had to go change new specs le..sad sad sad!still hav to wait till tonite.

its sunday..tmr’s sch again.engg maths in e morning..weee..kinda fall in luv w it..tmr gt revision for engg maths n on tues we gt test..i will try my very best to get full marks for tat   these few daes had been praticising all e tutorials for chapter 1-3 again..i jus wan my gpa to keep increasing n get tat COM(cetificate of merit) n tat $400..most importantly,mus go into 2nd yr poly n study e course i like Really hope my gpa can reach 3.9 by e end of tis sch sem cuz 4 is impossible liao..hav to get All As for alll sem den can get 4 for gpa..soooo.. $400 n poly..im coming for u!!!!

As for wad happen todae..havent really do much yet..cuz wake up damn late..wake up at 12:40pm.actually i did wake up in e morning at 5+..cuz goin exercise w soo juen..but when came back home..slp again..so tats y i wake up damn late..hahaz.wake up..wash my face..practice e tutorials..hav lunch then use comp now..later gonna do hsewk..sweep e floor,wash clothes.

aniway..jus gone to search for someone’s particulars..tats Lara of Nan Quan Ma Ma..think tat shes pretty..i notice she looks a bit like a caucasian so i go check it out..ya she really is..Shes a Russian-Taiwanese-American..kool..n she s only older than mi by 1yrs old..yet shes so much talented than mi..

pretty rite?

heres a song sang by her..hope u will like it..

Lara Veronin-  下雨天

Happy Halloween

Hi..im here blogging again.Happy belated Halloween..actually i didnt noe ytd is Halloween..until Cuong send mi greetings:Happy Halloween.I guess they celebrated Halloween in America.How does an Halloween party looks like?Are there lots of carved pumkins tat look like tis?

if can..i wish tat i can attend a Halloween party in future tat requires us to wear all kinds of weird costumes.Perhaps i will dress like a witch or smth scary?lol..

As for todae..nth much happen..jus tat i slp till 12+ den wake up..cuz of ytd’s bbq..came back hme too late last nite..say till here lerhz..bye

family gathering–bbq

todae we had family gathering–bbq..go out at 4+..12+ in e morning then came back..very tired.Jus wana post a bit pics then slp lo.overall we had great fun todae..especially when siting on e rocks n listening to e waves..half of my troubles n sorrows r gone.

(jus for laughs.. XD)