a place to say out all my troubles

This gonna b my last post

candiiebaby — Fri, 07 Nov 2008 07:35:44 +0000

Todae in class..when i nid a grp for my proj..no1 helps..when my tcher ask other grps to include mi..even a grp tat has my fren in..he rejected it too..i was very sad..abt to cry at tat moment but i hold back e tears..

A friendship tat only last 5 months..its e shortest friendship in my life..he jus break e record.

He destroy his promise when he say that he will try to stop others frm bullying mi last time.he destroy our friendship tat i cherish as much as other friendships i had w my other frens..Sometimes..his frens bully mi..n i hav jus tolerated it for these few mths..but todae..he destroy it himself..i try my best to cherish this friendship but in end he still destroy it..perhaps e start of tis friendship is jus a trap..a trap for mi to get hurt..perhaps everything was just his plan..tis person gonna b e first in my hate list 4eva!He destroyed everything xcept mi..cuz e old vera..tat weak vera..shes dead..bet when he reads tis post..he wont feel sad..cuz he himself destroy it..anyway whether he read or dont..its not important..

This gonna b my last post..whoever frens who nid my new link ask mi

candiiebaby — Fri, 07 Nov 2008 00:23:10 +0000

candiiebaby — Thu, 06 Nov 2008 06:20:07 +0000

todae we noe our test marks..i get 100..avg get 100 too..yet im nt feeling happy at all.i was so envious when i saw suhila feeling so happy when she get her paper.All my feelings seems gone except unhappiness.Someone ask if i hav cheat in test..n tat add on to my unhappiness

after sch..originally meeting soojuen..in e end..she pangseh mi.before going to e library..someone whom i dunno irritate mi.when will god notice mi? Notice all tat nonsense in my life..i jus wana live a simple n happy life.had noone to depend on rite now..jus had to depend on myself.

Am i really happy?

candiiebaby — Wed, 05 Nov 2008 10:04:30 +0000

你不是真正的快乐–五月天

am i really happy?

Sometimes..i smile..i laughed but am i really happy?i noe im nt..sometime i wana cry yet i wan b strong.so i hold back my tears.i listen to yiru advice n make myself busy in order nt to b sad anymore.Its seems to work..but all humans hav feelings..sometimes..i cant control my feelings too..i will try my best to control my feelings frm now on..wont drop a tear again.

candiiebaby — Tue, 04 Nov 2008 08:47:57 +0000

my panda eyes r getting worse..sore throat dont seems to recover too after such a long period of time.im damn tired now..keep practicing maths tutorials 1-3 again n again for more than 5hrs ytd nite.in end slp only 4hrs+..had to take a short nap later..

todae had maths test..it was easy.had check thoroughly in case i have made any mistakes.hav confidence i can get full marks tis time.hope to get full marks for e rest of e tutorials,assigments,tests n exams..

after sch todae..go get new specs..oo..great!finally..cuz wearing tat spoiled specs really feel weird.

Now im too tired to do anything..gotta zzzzzzzzzz..bye

candiiebaby — Mon, 03 Nov 2008 09:27:38 +0000

first dae of e wk at sch..first time make my maths tcher angry..cuz i listen to mp3 of my hp in class..SORRY!Now..i seems to cant live without music..even study i oso nid listen to music to make mi feel relaxed.i promise i wont listen to music anymore in class le.Dun wan to leave a bad impression for my eng maths tcher..todae we noe our assignment marks..did quite well..gotta maintain tis kind of results for e rest of e assignments,tutorials,tests n exams.Vera JIA YOU!tmr gt maths test..later on gotta do all e tutorials again,again n AGAIN!Mus do until can recite all e qns,steps n ans * JUS Kidding*..Mus noe how to do all e qns..and make sure i didnt make any careless mistakes(tats e most important thing).

Afternoon lesson..CPA practical lesson.do exp 4..havent finish.cont tmr.As for project lesson..Vijay nvr come so Ralph say we can go hme too.Mr Koh say y we always didnt do our project?simply dunno how to ans his qn.im trying to do a bit of e report later.

After sch..take bus down to eye hub to buy new specs..they say they will rush n get my specs done 4 mi by tmr.so tmr after sch..hav to go n take le..jus have to bear for 1 more day.tmr gt test..e optician there had tape my spoiled specs for mi..may god bless tat it wont drop again.so be prepared to c my new specs on wed..e opticians say its nice..only mum say tat it looks like e colour of shit.lol..suan mi.

tok till here lerhz..bye

spoiled specs spoil my dae!arghh!

candiiebaby — Mon, 03 Nov 2008 00:10:57 +0000

Monday..n its one of e worst monday i had too!

cuz last nite i break my specs..now wearing e spoiled specs..feel xtremely weird.later i guess others wont notice it..cuz i fixed it back like a jigsaw puzzle =.=” but it gonna drop off anytime cuz it has dropped last nite…worst thing will b if it dropped off when im crossing e road.guess i had to b more careful le.may god bless mi.mayb i will try ask mr ong to postpone e maths test on tues too..cuz cant c well without those specs..damn….tonite had to go change new specs le..sad sad sad!still hav to wait till tonite.

candiiebaby — Sun, 02 Nov 2008 07:00:08 +0000

its sunday..tmr’s sch again.engg maths in e morning..weee..kinda fall in luv w it..tmr gt revision for engg maths n on tues we gt test..i will try my very best to get full marks for tat these few daes had been praticising all e tutorials for chapter 1-3 again..i jus wan my gpa to keep increasing n get tat COM(cetificate of merit) n tat $400..most importantly,mus go into 2nd yr poly n study e course i like Really hope my gpa can reach 3.9 by e end of tis sch sem cuz 4 is impossible liao..hav to get All As for alll sem den can get 4 for gpa..soooo.. $400 n poly..im coming for u!!!!

As for wad happen todae..havent really do much yet..cuz wake up damn late..wake up at 12:40pm.actually i did wake up in e morning at 5+..cuz goin exercise w soo juen..but when came back home..slp again..so tats y i wake up damn late..hahaz.wake up..wash my face..practice e tutorials..hav lunch then use comp now..later gonna do hsewk..sweep e floor,wash clothes.

aniway..jus gone to search for someone’s particulars..tats Lara of Nan Quan Ma Ma..think tat shes pretty..i notice she looks a bit like a caucasian so i go check it out..ya she really is..Shes a Russian-Taiwanese-American..kool..n she s only older than mi by 1yrs old..yet shes so much talented than mi..

pretty rite?

heres a song sang by her..hope u will like it..

Lara Veronin- 下雨天

Happy Halloween

candiiebaby — Sat, 01 Nov 2008 10:47:46 +0000

Hi..im here blogging again.Happy belated Halloween..actually i didnt noe ytd is Halloween..until Cuong send mi greetings:Happy Halloween.I guess they celebrated Halloween in America.How does an Halloween party looks like?Are there lots of carved pumkins tat look like tis?

if can..i wish tat i can attend a Halloween party in future tat requires us to wear all kinds of weird costumes.Perhaps i will dress like a witch or smth scary?lol..

As for todae..nth much happen..jus tat i slp till 12+ den wake up..cuz of ytd’s bbq..came back hme too late last nite..say till here lerhz..bye

family gathering–bbq

candiiebaby — Fri, 31 Oct 2008 17:22:27 +0000

todae we had family gathering–bbq..go out at 4+..12+ in e morning then came back..very tired.Jus wana post a bit pics then slp lo.overall we had great fun todae..especially when siting on e rocks n listening to e waves..half of my troubles n sorrows r gone.

(jus for laughs.. XD)